' Jo Keh Na Saka'
Meri Kahani: Ek Anjaan Shuruaat
Mera naam Nitin hai. 🧑 Main aaya hoon Bhilai... IIT-JEE ki taiyari ke liye. Pehli baar ghar se door, ek alag sheher mein... 😥 Darr toh lagta hai, par main dikhata nahi hoon. Main apne parents ko yeh sabit karna chahta hoon ki unka beta ab bada ho gaya hai, har kaam khud kar sakta hai. 🙏
Mujhe yeh baat bilkul pasand nahi jab koi mujhe kisi aur se compare karta hai. 💔 Isliye main khud se wada karta hoon: main apna khud ka example banunga. ❤️
Aaj class ka pehla din tha... naye chehre, nayi jagah... bahut nervous feel ho raha tha, andar hi andar. 😵 Par ab, waqt ke saath, 6 mahine guzar gaye hain. Aaj crash course shuru hua hai, aur firse naye students aaye hain. Hum purane students ab thode aasmani ho chuke the... sab set tha. ✨
Wo Mulakaat: Jennifer
Aaj hi ke din maine Jennifer ko pehli baar dekha. Uska naam hi kitna pyaara laga... aur woh bhi kya thi! 🥰 Mann toh karta tha baat karun, par maine apne emotions ko control kar liya.
Kuch dino tak maine use pareshaan-sa dekha. Main jaanna toh chahta tha, par puchhta kaise? Hum bilkul anjaan the. 😔
Phir ek din, achanak... woh khud mere paas aayi dosti ke liye! 🤯 Main toh shock mein tha! Jis ladki se baat karne ki himmat main jod nahi pa raha tha, woh khud mere paas aayi. Andar se main bohot khush tha. 🥳
Maine formally uska naam pucha (jaankar bhi!), usne kuch doubts share kiye, maine help ki... class khatam hui, usne thank you kaha, maine muskurakar sweekar kar liya. 😄
Yahan se shuru hui hamari dosti. Humne numbers exchange kiye. Woh meri pehli confident aur daring dost thi, jo har cheez ke liye tayyar rehti thi. ✨
Shaam ko hi Jennifer ne call kiya aur apni problems share ki... padhai mein dikkat ho rahi thi. Maine use samjhaya, "Naye aane par aisa hota hai, sab theek ho jayega." 🤗
Woh Lamhe: Dosti aur Kuch Zyada
Ab baatein roz ki ban gayi. Hum saath padhte, coaching ke baad street food ki dukaan par anda khane jaate. 🍳 Sach kahun toh mujhe bohot maza aata tha. Woh meri sabse achhi dost ban gayi thi, aur mujhe pata bhi nahi chala. ❤️
Par kahin na kahin... main use pyaar karne laga tha. ❤️ Mera dil bechain rehta tha use dekhne ko... par main control karta, sochta: "Woh meri dost hai..."
Aakhir maine khud se maan liya:
Haan, main use pyaar karta hoon.
Bas, ab waqt tha kehne ka... par itni himmat kahaan thi? 😟
Ek din, main Instagram scroll kar raha tha, tab ek random ladke ka message aaya: "Hey bro, what's up?" Casual baat ho rahi thi, aur tabhi usne meri story dekhi — jahan main aur Jennifer ghumne gaye the. Usne comment kiya:
"Nice jodi bro... Kya apki GF hai?" 😉
Maine woh comment padha... aur andar se itna khush hua, jo shabdon mein bayan nahi kar sakta! 🥳
Maine casually reply kar diya: "Ha brother." ❤️
Woh Toot: Ek Galatfahmi
Kuch ghante baad, Jennifer ka message aaya:
"Nitin! Tune kisse bataya ki hum relationship mein hain? Cool banne ke liye kisi ko bhi bata dega kya? Call karo, mujhe tumse baat karni hai!" 💔
Maine uska message dekha... par darr gaya. 😨 Call nahi uthayi. Woh baar-baar call karti rahi, par main chup raha. Us din maine mehsoos kiya... main Jennifer ki nazron mein gir gaya.
Mere roommate ke phone par usne call kiya aur mujhse baat karwayi. Uske lafzon mein gussa tha. 😠 Main sach nahi bol paaya ki main use pyaar karta hoon... sirf sorry bola.
Main bahut hurt tha ki maine use dukh diya. Class mein use dekh bhi nahi paata tha. Woh bhi pareshaan lag rahi thi... par galti toh meri thi. 😔
Aaj Bhi... Ek Sawaal
Woh samajhdaar ladki thi... usne hamari dosti ko bachane ke liye mujhe maaf kar diya. Sab waise hi chalne laga... par kuch alag sa ho gaya tha. ❤️🩹
Jis exam ke liye hum aaye the, uska result aa gaya... aur uske baad se hum alag ho gaye.
Aaj bhi dukh hai... ki maine apne dil ki baat dil mein hi daba li. 💔
Aur ek sawaal hamesha rehta hai:
"Kya main kabhi use bata paunga ki main aaj bhi use pyaar karta hoon?" 🤷♂️
Ek Nayi Subah: Woh Phone Call
Zamaane guzar gaye, par woh sawaal abhi bhi zinda tha... "Kya kabhi bata paunga?"
Ek din, himmat jodkar maine Jennifer ko phone kar hi diya. 📞
Dil tez dhadak raha tha... kya woh uthayegi bhi?
Phone bajta raha... phir usne uthaya: "Hello?" Usi aawaz ne jawab diya.
Maine casually pucha: "Kya... GATE de rahi ho ya nahi?"
(Andar se main puchh raha tha: "Kya tum mujhe yaad karti ho?")
Usne kaha: "Haan."
Phir maine bola: "Mujhhe bhi karna hai... par kya hum same college se kar sakte hain?" 🎓
Usne casually kaha: "Haan, theek hai."
Phir achanak baat ka rukh badal gaya. Usne puchh hi liya:
"Kya tumhari koi GF hai?"
Maine kaha: "Nahi... hai nahi. Ye kyun puchh rahi ho? Tumhe toh koi pasand aaya hoga?"
Usne kaha: "Nahi, Nitin..."
Yeh sunkar mere dil ne ek alag hi chhand bajaaya! 🥳
Ek pal ke liye laga jaise duniya ruk gayi ho... aur hum dono hi uske beech khade ho, ek dusre ke liye. ❤️
Usne aage kaha: "Shaayad woh M.Tech mein banayegi GF..." aur hasne lagi. 😄
Maine bhi muskurakar suna... par andar se toh blush kar raha tha! 😊
Kyuki main pehle hi usse keh chuka tha ki main bhi M.Tech usi college mein karunga... shayad woh samajh gayi thi ki main kiska zikr kar raha hoon.
Baat itni natural thi, itni aasan... pata hi nahi chala, lambe time tak hum baat karte rahe. Phir maine use goodnight kaha aur call cut kar diya. 📵
Par us raat... neend kahaan thi? Us raat, sapno mein ek nayi kahani likhne ko taiyaar thi. ❤️
✨ - Nitin ❤️🩹
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